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christening his inbox… early sekiseri.

[personal profile] passio 2022-09-02 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ too much has happened for dextera to have effectively engaged with anyone outside his tightest, most immediate circle of himself and makoto. he hasn’t even managed to go see himeka and abel with the fear that his defense of makoto—however quiet, internal as it is—would be known and resented.

but he has to reach out to somebody. he fears hayame’s rash decision will bring more violence to them no matter how careful he is. he recalls claude seeming composed, if blunt, to the pleroma in the days following the raid. there’s no one else he knows to turn to—ryunosuke, maybe, but ryunosuke may not be able to make a decision about this. claude is new, and therefore, he can be objective. he isn’t tied down to any one person among them. ]


Claude?

[ when claude answers the impression of communion, he’ll be greeted by the small echo of a voice. ]

…is this Claude?
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-02 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ claude may not even know his name. dextera will give it, but he introduces himself by role first. ]

…I’m a member of the Pleroma. [ he speaks slowly, picking his way through words when speaking to a new person. ] Dextera.
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-02 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his tone is playful, but dextera isn’t feeling very much in the mood to return it. luckily, communion doesn’t convey the way he winces. ]

I need help. The centaur woman… the head she took… I’m afraid of what’s going to happen.

[ he hasn’t explained why he’s come to claude about it yet, but really, he doesn’t realize he needs to. ]
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
A… all three.

[ dextera knows he’s not making his case very well, so he takes a deep breath—audible through communion—and exhales it. his voice, though it retains its intangible quality, is marginally louder the second time. ]

I don’t think she knew what she was doing when she captured him, but she won’t let anyone help her… and now we have a prisoner favored by the Regent. They’re going to come for us.
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ dextera instantly wonders if he’s said too much. he’s here because he wants to protect makoto, and makoto has done plenty well at putting a spotlight on himself, but dextera still owes it to him not to use their friendship as intel. ]

…no. I only know a little. But I’ve seen his shard, and it’s been touched by the Regent… it’s not like other Kenoma shards.
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ dextera doesn’t know how much more he should say. in a way, it feels like if he doesn’t say anything, he’s less culpable. so with a massive wave of guilt, he gives claude simply the image of makoto’s shard as he’s seen it: cradled in dextera’s own hands, a deep red the color of blood with a crack down the middle. it’s held together by something unnatural, a force that dextera now recognizes as the regent. ]

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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 09:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ mercifully, dextera can answer this honestly. ]

I don’t know. I don’t think the Regent would do that… but I don’t know what happened. M has been through a lot.

[ of his own making, yes, but still a lot. ]
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 09:42 am (UTC)(link)


[ dextera hasn’t made a secret of it, and certainly his haste in trying to reach out was motivated by care for makoto specifically, but. there is a reason he came to claude, rather than another member of their little sect.

he’s still quiet for a moment. ]


You do know something. We all have something we can do. I thought…

[ pause. ]

You were right. We don’t know what we’re doing. I don’t think she does, either. If you can help get M back to the Regent without anyone getting hurt or putting anyone in danger… I think that would be enough. For most of us.
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ to his credit, dextera doesn’t take offense. this is precisely why he came to someone who might have a more even approach about it, though he does inevitably flinch when claude takes the tone he does. ]

…how can we use it to our advantage?

[ his voice is cautious, but the fact that he hasn’t defended trying to kindly return makoto means that he’s willing to hear claude’s perspective. ]
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ it’s a better idea than the one dextera had, which was of course to simply give makoto up as soon as the kenoma inevitably came knocking. he doesn’t have the tactical mind to come up with anything better—he does what people tell him to, right up until he decides he doesn’t want to anymore. ]

…I don’t want a repeat of what happened in Achamoth. That’s all.

[ it had been horrible for them all. claude has to understand that, which is why he scolded them; dextera believes he doesn’t want lives to be lost on either side, or for people to be tortured for information. if they can agree on that, then dextera is willing to let makoto be used as a negotiation piece.

not that he ever had a choice in the matter, but at least he won’t interfere. ]


Are you going to tell the others? When we meet, in a few days…
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
…I will, too.

[ dextera realizes it sounds odd since he came to makoto’s defense, but he’s been here since the beginning and perhaps another voice can help claude’s hope for people to believe in his ability to help. ]

Hayame… doesn’t like me, or trust me, but that’s okay. I think other people do, so… if we can work together…
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ dextera hopes people have calmed down now that himeka and abel are home and have had a little time to physically recover from the ordeal. estinien’s loss is still a great one, a traumatic one, but a plan is better than nothing. ]

Okay.

[ he seems like he’s going to leave it there, but he does feel the need to add one thing. ]

…I can’t speak outside of Communion. I don’t know how much help I can be, but… I really will try.
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-03 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ dextera has learned to make it work with his limitations, and no one except hayame has been unkind about his inability to speak, but it’s still somewhat shocking to hear someone to immediately and constructively come up with a solution. although simple, the sentiment is appreciated. ]



[ he’s silent in response for a moment, and then his voice comes through again with a tinge of gratefulness. ]

Thank you. I’ll do that.
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[personal profile] passio 2022-09-05 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ dextera’s instinct is to nod unobtrusively, but of course claude cannot see that. verbal confirmation of his kind offer is required. ]

…thank you, Claude.

[ the second round of gratefulness is a little more subdued, but no less sincere. he’s just not used to casual acceptance, especially considering all that’s just happened to him. ]
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Weekish after the raid

[personal profile] chronosynthesis 2022-09-03 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He's alive.

Not back in Greentruth yet, but alive. Physically. He still knows little about how their escape panned out, and while he expects to find the answers once he makes it back to Greentruth proper... well, he does feel a little responsible for one new Aion's involvement.

So he calls out via communion, and hopes for the best.]
Claude? I trust if I've reached you, you made it out in one piece.
chronosynthesis: (❖ Self-Deception)

[personal profile] chronosynthesis 2022-09-03 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm fine. [Now, anyway. Convenient thing about temporary death: it takes care of the multitude of wounds he's collected over his body.] Glad to hear the same of you. That... didn't exactly go the direction we'd initially hoped.

[Not that their plan of attack off Meteion's map was ironclad... but it didn't really account for a dragon. Or a public burning.]
chronosynthesis: (❖ Chaos Vortex)

[personal profile] chronosynthesis 2022-09-05 08:43 am (UTC)(link)
It was a long shot from the start. [A wash is better than a failure, if you're just looking backwards. But Syrlya's focus is on the future--they won't win a war with every battle like this.] But we'll learn from it. Did we... lose anyone else permanently?

[Besides Estinien. They all saw that.]